It has been a long while since I have written, I know, but these words…these words get stuck when I try to convey them. Or, they just disappear. I know, and beyond knowing it, I feel how unimportant, how insignificant they have become.
These words; formulated and written down in the vain hope that the madness will leave me. In reality, these words are worthless. They can describe the same thing in a million different ways but help nothing; ease nothing.
I do not know anymore, how to use these words, or I do not remember, so that they have importance again, have meaning. So that I could recreate the connection between you and I…
I may or may not write again friend, because I don’t know how to make these words, my words, matter.