It is this time of night which I most fear. The silence surrounds me, and any semblance of control that I had has gone. Slipped away with those I cherish the most. Everything I have thought today, and in days past, grows louder and clearer - like a reverse echo: Hate indiscriminately. Hate of my … Continue reading Isolation at Night – Free Writing
Once, I was a person. I must have been. I had dreams, and I wanted them with a fierce desperation. To achieve through my hard labour, to succeed on my own merits, to thrive in my surroundings and inspire others to do the same. My end goal was to be a good person. A person who … Continue reading Once – Part I
I feel like a life sentence has been given to me. My crime? Being alive. My prison? My own head. A life tainted by that persistent filter that is projected from my brain and coats reality from the inside. So that, when I touch life, I touch the filter. And when I scream, it reverberates … Continue reading More, more, more…(Trigger Warning)
Exhaustive day after restless night; over and over, time goes by in the same way. Putting up with it all, I find myself getting used to things the way they are. I know now that I get auditory hallucinations; a shock at first but I can trace it back a while, I can see when … Continue reading That one thing more.
Lately, it seems that every action, every interaction I have is tainted with the feeling of tiredness. Even this post; written through a haze or a fog that seems to have installed itself into my being. As a result, the cogs that should be working together to help me function, have to try harder to just … Continue reading Too Tired for Tired
Where do w all start when we traverse a new plane; when we start exploring? Always in the middle. We open our eyes, and immediately we are in the middle. Seeing that which surrounds us, stemming from our very bodies, outward; in a circle, in a sphere, the radius that starts from us and reaches … Continue reading Beginnings