I feel like a life sentence has been given to me. My crime? Being alive. My prison? My own head. A life tainted by that persistent filter that is projected from my brain and coats reality from the inside. So that, when I touch life, I touch the filter. And when I scream, it reverberates … Continue reading More, more, more…(Trigger Warning)
Exhaustive day after restless night; over and over, time goes by in the same way. Putting up with it all, I find myself getting used to things the way they are. I know now that I get auditory hallucinations; a shock at first but I can trace it back a while, I can see when … Continue reading That one thing more.
Lately, it seems that every action, every interaction I have is tainted with the feeling of tiredness. Even this post; written through a haze or a fog that seems to have installed itself into my being. As a result, the cogs that should be working together to help me function, have to try harder to just … Continue reading Too Tired for Tired
Where do w all start when we traverse a new plane; when we start exploring? Always in the middle. We open our eyes, and immediately we are in the middle. Seeing that which surrounds us, stemming from our very bodies, outward; in a circle, in a sphere, the radius that starts from us and reaches … Continue reading Beginnings